gosh.
cip was so tiring..
almost died. shirts are so heavy.
after dat sze, tze, jesse, gwen & me had a long chat. lurfe it.
i juz had a bad day today.
mayb i shall juz skip it nxt time round.
so dat i wont hear anythg.
so dat i wont c anythg.
i shldnt be dere.
i shld be blind. so dat i c nth.
i shld be deaf. so dat i hear nth.
`will u ever care? no, u wont.will der day come dat u'll care? no, dere wont.i miss you. i reali do. buti hate it. i hate myself. i hate everythg.i reali do.